Leaving Me in the Middle of the Road
How nice it was that we got to travel together until today for so long
It’s because I’m still not good enough, I can’t do what you ask
When you’re going to go, I understand, when you’ve found someone so much better, there’s no need to wait
You did the right thing, choosing him and leaving me in the middle of the road
When you met the wonderful person your heart has dreamed of
Let go of my hand, it’s correct, however much it’ll break my heart
I’ll force my heart to let you walk away from me when I know that you have someone leading you to your destination
The reality that I fear, I’m afraid of not having you, I’ve feared it for so long until today
Just the words “I love you” weren’t enough and can’t hold you back
Do You Still?
I’m still the man who loves you wholeheartedly
I still can only think of you constantly
I still look at our pictures of when we were close every day
I’m still waiting for you to come back
I still cross off each day on the calendar
Because one word stood in our way and kept us apart
I can only think and then wonder
I have no idea how you’re doing over there
I’ll send over this song to ask you
I want to know what’s going on
Do you still think of me every single minute?
Do you still recall yesterday’s memories?
Are you still faithful to only me?
Still waiting for only me?
You’re still the same person as before, right?
Please let me know
I’m afraid someone is going to change you
I’m afraid of so many uncertain things
I’m afraid of regret
You can wait for me, right?
Do you still think of me all the time?
Do you still look at our old photographs?
Are you still faithful to only me?
Still waiting for only me?
You still love me like you did before, right?
Please let me know
The True Love I Couldn’t Take Care of
Your love…the voice that tells me you’re worried
Your hand that touches my forehead the days I’m sick
Every scene, every episode never fades however long ago they occurred
and every scene, every episode keep on emphasizing the thing that I’ve become since I lost you
That I’m an idiot, more than anyone else, having true love, but I couldn’t take care of it
I realize its value, but it’s too late, hurt, however much I thought of reversing the story, I can only dream
I put back together the old picture that was once torn apart
But will our paths cross again? or should I accept it?
Because every scene, every episode, never fades however long ago they occurred
and every scene, every episode keep on emphasizing the thing thatI’ve become since I lost you
“I will always be there for you when you need me,
but,
will you be there for me if I need you”
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